Index – Meanwhile – The former star of Budapest Night and Night testified about his drug addiction
As he said, he couldn’t sleep without grass, but he tried other drugs.
Farkas Alexa, known to many as only ÉNB Alexa a Blikknek he began his journey of self-knowledge four years earlier. He has tried several drugs before all this and has fallen back several times, but now he is proud to have found his way and himself.
We can call this an escape because they were tormented by continuities: I wanted to doubt what was happening in the world and where my place was in the meantime. I was in the media at the age of eighteen, I was very young and I just wanted to be loved and accepted. Sure, inside, I felt like something was really missing, but I couldn’t put it to myself then. The drug was a kind of way for me to endure the problem I was stifling. Hard drugs have been missed, my body can’t stand synthetic drugs, but the fact is I’ve tried a lot of things, including cocaine. In the end, I had to take the grass every day, I couldn’t sleep without it
– the DJ explained to the paper, who added that he did not know where to go for a long time, until one day he met his spiritual master, Balázs Farkas, to whom he had since joined.
As long as I lived in the world of the media, I was constantly employed. I was still watching TV after the series, but I didn’t really want all this anymore, I wanted to go my own way, find out who I am and what I want to start my life with. Balázs had a lot to do with me, I fell back several times … and now I’m thinking not only of the grass, but of all the things that were old, bad for me.
– he continued. Alexa now works at her own spiritual center, trying to help people like her with her own experiences and examples.